Showing posts with label Doubts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Doubts. Show all posts

Friday, September 19, 2025

That Was The Week That Was

 Many years ago, there was a TV show "That Was The Week That Was" Self explanatory me thinks. It was always funny. Or almost always funny. But that term describes this past week. Indeed.

I am afraid we are just getting started too. I hope not. But I'm not seeing a lessening of the hatred. Not at all.

Anyway, Have a great weekend. Stay safe. Stay healthy.  


No it's not.

I am craving Hot Dogs. So I've got that anyway.

Wednesday, September 17, 2025

Dear Diary

 Wednesday. One of those days where I feel very sorry for myself. Where I feel broke. And old. And all those other reasons that we as human beings find to feel sorry for ourselves about. Looking at pictures from years past. Fun to do. But today, it doesn't help.

A better day. A long time ago.
 The only thing I retain.
I think I still have the hat.
 In a closet somewhere.

This picture is not helping.


The current state of the country/world, Just makes it more depressing. I miss Florida. 




fin 

Tuesday, September 9, 2025

Dear Diary


In keeping with my personal goal to write something everyday, and, knowing that some days are just like this, I’m just going to just add this run on, going no where sentence , hoping that the discerning reader will see how the mind of a 71 year old Grandpa works, and sometimes doesn’t work.  There I’ve done it. I’ve written  one absolutely true  sentence. Although I doubt that the late Mr. Hemingway would agree that this is what he was talking  about. But this is my Blog. 

With apologies to E Hemingway

I hit the publish button!!


Fin

Thursday, September 4, 2025

Thought For The Day

 Blogging is hard work*** Make no mistake about that. Even mini Blogs like my Dear Diary version takes some investment in time, thought, imagination and at some point you just have to sit at the computer and ... well... create something. Even when you're not in the mood. Like today for instance.

 

Id rather take a nap!


 "All you have to do is write one true sentence. Write the truest sentence that you know.”
 -Ernest Hemingway


***"Blogging is hard work" Grandpap's one true sentence. Everything else flows from this.

Tuesday, September 2, 2025

School Memories

 Recently, I wrote about my first day in the Navy. Just a short synopsis of what I remember. Interesting experience reliving it in my mind after a half century. 

So I'm going to switch gears on the memory trip.


Allow me to think back to a different period in my life.  I want to comment on my elementary school education Or, anyone's education for that matter. Social Media although it is responsible for so many bad things today does have a plus side. I am able to stay in touch with people I haven't seen since 8th grade. Where they ended up, the details of their lives. It's truly amazing thinking about those people, during those years, and what the school experience meant.

Ok so I am a product of the second half of the 20th century. Society was so different back then. And I cannot help but wonder about the true value of those school years. Do I sound crazy? Irresponsible? I don't mean to be but looking at who we all were in school as kids and who we became. There is very little correlation between someone who was  a "troublemaker" or a poor student (read stupid) and what these people became as adults.. A half century later, who you were in elementary school had very little to do with who you ended up as an adult. Not even close in many cases. So then what was it all about, what was the purpose? We spent years going through that  schooling "process", there had to be a goal there. To mold the individual into a "proper" member of society?  People I know today turned out on the whole to be much better than how I remember them back then. A's B' C' and even F's. failed to predict how a given young person would turn out as an adult. I would even go so far as to say it was mostly a waste of time. Seriously!  The entire school process was badly flawed. I interact with people today  who were "troublemakers" in school and they are Doctors, Lawyers, Accountants. I even went to HS with a guy who was a total loser. And today, He is a federal judge. He didn't pick that up in grammar or high school. 

In summary I'm not just describing a few kids here. Most of my peers and most of what we learned about life back then was wrong. And useless as far as actually navigating adult life. That sounds so negative I realize. But, I'm just calling it as I see it. As I said, Social media is a wonderful tool to stay in touch with others throughout life. And I'm going through a period of looking back and taking stock. The good,  the bad. and all the "stuff" in between.

 What say you then? 

Comments are welcome. 


Be safe.

Monday, September 1, 2025

Labor Day

Labor Day 2025 is now in the can as they say. Hope everyone had a great one. 

Summers officially over now. We in the south know better but the official words are it’s over. 

Get your last splashes in before the snow flies

Friday, August 29, 2025

Friday

 I could say TGIF but I have been retired since 2009. That doesn't apply in my case. For the rest of the workers though, TGIF! Holiday Weekend too. Last big one of the summer of 2025. 

I do not do political "stuff" on my blog However this week, once again  horror of all horrors.  Another school/church shooting. All the details are out there so I need not bore you. But a mentally ill young person chose to take out his hatred of the world and himself by shooting up a Catholic Mass at a Catholic school.  And sadly the media is crazy obsessed with defending  the Trans "community".  Guns are the problem. Trump is the problem.  Never the guilty ones. And now a new issue, prayer. Leading Democrats all speaking out against prayer. Waste of time. we shouldn't be doing it. So the cultural war opens a new front. Against Prayer. Democratic party is I believe the party of satan. They are certainly following a satanic agenda. And they are becoming more bold. Nastier. When does it stop? I don't know. I only have one word. PRAYER. It helps I don't care what anyone says. 
Enough for now. I do not like political discussion. This is political yes but more so now it is a deep seated moral issue. When a society decides that abnormal behavior is not only acceptable but encouraged, We are done. Or close to it.


If you disagree with my opinions here, I don't care. I will pray for you. 

God help America 
Pray for America

Saturday, August 16, 2025

Great Thought...

 

Difficulty. Wouldn’t it be great if I could write something that took more than 15 minutes of my attention. 

I never have. I never will. 


Such is the true meaning of life for a man with the attention span of a gnat. 


Of course I’ve never read anything of any consequence from any gnats. Maybe their works are out there. I can’t say I know anything of them. 


Fin

Sunday, August 10, 2025

Life Without Meaning

 "So you decide to take a holiday
  You got your tape deck
   and your brand new Chevrolet

 Ah, but there's no place to go anyway
 and what for..."
       
Captain Jack - Billy Joel

There have been times I have felt this way.

ho hum




Saturday, August 9, 2025

Reflections On Life


Isn’t it pretty to think so? Indeed it is. When your plans or your life goes a certain way, you wish it had gone differently, and you’re sad and you think if it had just gone differently and “isn’t it pretty to think so” Kind of says what you’re thinking and wishing.


As The World Turns


They say the earth is rotating faster. A very small amount. Who watches this stuff? What instruments show this? What’s the impact to me and to you day to day ? 

Inquiring minds wanna know!!!

Friday, August 8, 2025

Friday Dear Diary

 Been a long week here. Nothing really bad happened but it was just the stress of waiting on a doctor consult for some tests I’ve had over the last month. They cannot pinpoint the “thing” they were looking for. So we will circle back around in 6 months and start over. For now though I’m off the hook. Again … old age sucks. But for now I’ll take the mulligan. 


Meanwhile, down in the glades;



Fin

Thursday, August 7, 2025

Truth

 

Difficulty. Wouldn’t it be great if I could write something that took more than 15 minutes of my attention. 

I never have. I never will. 


Such is the true meaning of life for a man with the attention span of a gnat. 


Of course I’ve never read anything of any consequence from any gnats. Maybe their works are out there. I can’t say I know anything of them. 


Fin

Wednesday, August 6, 2025

Old age medical crap


 
Big deal doctor visit Friday. My labs led to a few scans showing an irregularity with my parathyroid gland. This is a mini gland that hangs out next to the thyroid gland which is in the neck. For some reason it is behaving badly and putting out too much calcium into my system. Age is the main reason why this would happen but the doctor is going to tell me how he will deal with it. My Doctor son says it needs to be cut out,  too much calcium is no good,  so I foresee some surgery in my near future. So between now and Friday I will be stressed out and worried about it. Everyone tells me not to worry it’s no big deal. My response is that when they have a lump in THEIR necks then they can not worry about it. I can’t stand the fake well wishing.

          Disgusting medical sketch of the culprits

They look like aliens. 

I’ll know something Friday. Until then …. ??????


Fin

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